It’s not that she has forgotten her past,
Those memories would forever last.
Its not that she doesn’t cherish the times
Afterall those were the best days of her life.
Its not that she hates him now
But his memories give her goosebumps somehow.
Its not that she is over him,
Still figures him as the hero of her life after every film.
Its not that she wouldn’t fight for him anymore
Its like, say a word about him and you will be no more.
Its not that she doesn’t care,
But showing it is something she wouldn’t dare.
Its not that she doesn’t wanna talk
His insta profile is the only one she stalks
Its not that she doesn’t trust him,
He was the most trustworthy when the lights were dim.
Its not that he is not missed,
But texting him each time might leave him pissed.
Its not that he would be replaced
But neither could she forget the trauma she had faced.
Its not that she doesn’t need him anymore
But things have turned their relationship to be quite sour.
– Chitra Jhawar